As illusive as the Higgins Boson

Sometimes situations get the better of us and the monster within surfaces and rears its ugly head, hissing, spitting and biting, breathing the fire of emotions that are all too human. Yet, we spend our whole lives trying to suppress this ugliness that makes your mother ashamed she had actually harbored a fugitive for 9 months. The end of it is this; the realization that we cannot do without other human beings; we crave the contact; the mere touch; the innocent comments; the insidious inflections; the sideway glances; all things frustrating and good that makes humans human. So, we continue to suppress that devil within and struggle to belong and for a while, we succeed.....up till the time that rare situation occurs when we have to rear that ugly head again.

The path up the straight and narrow is rocky and as illusive as the Higgins Boson and when the theoretical physicists do finally prove its existence, it will prove the existence of God and perhaps make sense of all this struggle.